i-wish-u-knew

2009-10-25T03:47:00.000-07:00

I'm back..For 64 days I have not been updating my blog...Berabuk blog aku skg..Hahaha..Been busy lately..and have been lazy updating my blog...And what makes me today that i on my comp and updating my blog bcoz i'm bored at home aite now..Only my parent and me at home aite now..2nd sis went werk and 3rd went to library..budak O'level katakan...

Having coffee aite now and listening lucky song...waiting for bf call if he have reach s'pore..he went to sepang to watch F1 motor...i miss him lol...i hope everthing went smoothly...good news i been confirmed aft 3 mths probation as shipping clerk..I learnt many new thing since i joined them...negiotate with the clients and my customers...Eventhough its hard for me to catch up, i managed to0...

Should I plan for ika n me b'dae party..It going be BOOMZ $$$$ if i do it...hiaz...i tink better save money than waste money...and planning to buy new dress for my company dinner at hotel and buy something for Bf b'dae...BIJAK_BIJAK.... :)

2009-08-20T06:14:00.000-07:00

I'm bored rite now..ika in her room studying..mum in her room sleeping..dad?? dun asked me..i don want to knw where is him aite now...hirah at my aunty hse..and i'm alone at living room sufting net.. Bf went to takraw..argghhh..damn bored.. never mind i still got benny..aku cinta kan kau benny... :)

okey..i managed to contact some of my primary and sec school frenz from facebook...they hv changed alot...miss them..and most of my frenz said i looked different now..haha..thanks fenz...u all too ya...and some of my sch frenz knew my bf...wat a small world ya..so bf dun bully me ya...hahaha...if u bully me, my frenz will run aft you..hahaha..joking..

2 more days going to fasting...haiz...lemah badan aku nanti...its ok 1 mth only...then raya..raya lagi.. lemah seluruh badan aku...da kena kasi duit raya...how wish i'm still schooling...hehehe...

ok..i'm done...i so tired aite now..will updating next time..take care all my frenz...love u all...wheeee..

2009-08-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

Hey people..i'm back and going to update a sweet and simple story..I'm not gonna to crack my brain what i'm going to write..i'm too tired to think..Since i join Full time job as shipping clerk, my life changed alot...nid to wake up 6.00 in e morning and took company bus at J.E ard 7.30..as my werk start at 8.30am..for me the job was very complicated to me..but as come by i have learn many thing abt shipping line...and its not easily to cope..nid to do many paper werk ..stress!!! and i under 3 mths probation..i cant run away coz i got tis job from recruit agency..if i cabot, i have to pay them 80% of my 1 mth salary...argghhh.. and i hope i can cope all this...

Wednesday going to Taka Guardian aft werk..i miss them like hell..miss their gossip, their laugh, their nonsense story..OMG..how i wish i still werk there..haha...and i bought Famous Amos hamper that cost me $75..as my appreciation werking with them..see u guys on wednesday....

2009-07-24T06:12:00.000-07:00

Okey people...Before i forgot I would like to wish Hapi Belated Birthday to my beloved cousin kak ida.. Hirah and me plan to buy cake and make mini b'dae suprised..and we done our mission smoothly...I LOVE U, KAK IDA!!! I wish all the best to you sis..and always hapi wif dinie...Aft that meet bf and headed to Henderson wave..and guess what we sesat...we went to Henderson Park..told bf we went to wrong place..its near to Mount Faber Park..and finally we found the place..hehehe..at last i jejak the place..i like the view..so sad i cant see my sunset.. sob..sob...

Yesterday i went to 2 interview..1st interview was at Bukit Batok St 23..as Admin/marketing assistant..and we went to 2nd interview at recruit express at JE and fill particulars and they asked me to interview at Pioneer Sector at 2pm as shipping clerk..I was so shocked that i have to go for interview again..took MRT and boared bus 257.. and i'm lost...i'm so very the kancong..my interview at 2.00pm..OMG i'm late for my interview..called bf said i alight at wrong bustop..hahaha...so paiseh..asked someone where was the place..damn far..i'm not going to walk in hot weather..and took a taxi..haha..pemalas nye pompuan...jauh dok...reached the place, i asked myself wah...so big ar...took visitor pass and went to interview.. Everything went smoothly...went back to give back the visitor pass,and this security asked me this Q: "Are u Indonesian or philipines?" I said "I'm SINGAPOREAN!!!" Do my face look liked foreigner? k watever k

Today, recruit express company called me that i got the job at Pioneer Sector...Whheee..i got it...i dun mind the paid is low..at least i want to learn new thing and hv a experience...Work hard nirah...

I would like to Thanks to this person that wishing me good luck in interview:
1) My beloved bf
2) kak ida
3) Security guard at CPF
4) Recruit express, clarissa and
5) Taxi driver

Hapi B'dae kak ida

2009-07-20T20:01:00.000-07:00

cant wait to jejak the place ;)

Today i have been sending 9 resume to various part of company..since last month I been trying my luck to send admin, receptionist vancacies..And i had counted 32 resume i sent since last month..and guess what i just got 2 out of 32 job interview..THAT SO PATHETIC!!!!! But no luck..nah its ok..try send more resume..its not easy to find werk now days..most they want with experience and can ckp mandarin...aiyoo...mcm mana tanah air aku nk maju ni...
And my mom asked me to joined FT werk..haha..i'm not kin in retails line eventhough i just werk PT in sales line...I hate werking on weekend..Boring!!!

Okey people...wednesday i'm off and i'm going to Henderson waves wif my Bf..All my frenz had been there, except me..hahaha..so...i told bf that i want to go there to watch sunset..hoping weather will be fine...thought going on weekend but he will be busy on that day...okey dear..our next stop i wanna to watch jangan pandang belakang congkak...hehehe..and last i craving for steamboat...any place to recommend me...Seoul garden not in my list..mcm2 lah kau nirah..cukup lah..k enuf..cant wait for tomoro...love u dear...wheeeee

2009-07-05T09:37:00.000-07:00

I'm sleepy rite now..how wish i was in bed..but i cant closed my eyes..Today accompany cousin to kaki bukit to buy pram..and headed to Ikea at Tampines...I was no mood coz i'm too hungry..We planned to Simpang Bedok and had our dinner there..I ordered Nasi Pattaya.. Its tasteless..REGRET!!! I thought going to order Horfun but its not in the menu..arggghh..boring...but i get to drink my fav drink...teh tarik..syiok2..After we had our dinner we planned to go home..I'm really tired and sleepy..

I'm going to miss him again..He will be at hutan for 3 days.. Boring nye..Nah its ok..on 13 we going to meet..Kak ida kept reminding me to invite him to sis b'dae on 18 July..stress nye..Its up to him if he could turn up..and i have to ready all my notes to answer to my family, cousin and frenz..Not the b'dae gerl will stress on that day but its me..haha..I'm going to say to them "Hie ..let me introduce to you this is my boyfren"..hahaha..no lah my fren lah..Cant wait for their reaction..hahaha...I hope u can turn up aite my dear...

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. I will be ur side and urs forever..love u dear..miss u..

2009-06-27T06:15:00.000-07:00

Meet Hana on Thursday since we have not meet for sometime.. I decided to meet her at West Coast Park..as usual she always late..penyakit kau tak abis2 since secondary school..Had our dinner at MacDonal..and we headed to watch sunset and starting our gossiping..hahaha..How wish someone that i love watching sunset together...hehehe...in ur day dream nirah...Around 8 plus we took a bus and went bck..Had a great time wif u Hana..next time bring ur daughter k...

I'm going to miss someone for 2 weeks.. nah its ok...just 2 weeks..we still can talk at nite ya.. Make sure u take care urself and enjoy ur time at HUTAN!!! ahahah...all the best my dear fren..

Meet u soon aite...

2009-06-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

Cute kan..? Cute kan...? :) His name Riezman Dinie Bin Rustam. Born on 4th June 2009 at 7.07am at KKH. I love when he smile..Got big eyes and big mouth..This is my first time carry a new born baby in my life...hahaha...

Happy 31st Birthday to my beautiful cousin Sansarina. I wish all the best to you. Stay happy with the love ones and get marry soon ya...Cant wait to get nephew or niece.

2009-06-16T02:12:00.000-07:00

Hello I'm back...As usual miss updating my blog...Now i got chanced to update..Wheeee...Too many activities everyday and no much time to update...

Last Sunday helped my junior dancer for their performance at 1 for the wedding function at Whampoa..Do make-up for them, dress them up.. I miss dancing.. I been tinking for this few days if i shld join them bck....Hmmm....still tinking...After that we planned to CDANS ...As usual Bowling time...Syafinah and me just watching them playing...My duty as usual "LAUGH AT THEM"...hahaha...i'm not keen playing bowling thats why i just watched them played..We going to plan the next outing with my dancers...wheeee

Everything is over my fren..I tink we go our own separate way.. Its my pleasure to know u as a fren...we have no chemistry at all.. As we don trust each other..So for what we continued our relationship..U do ur own thing..i do my own thing...i just wish all the best to you..Thankz for making me hapi since we know each other...Once again, thank so much ELFIE...

2009-05-21T18:58:00.000-07:00

I'm back....Been busy with my work stuff...and been busy dating with someone... hahaha...I wish to spend time with my Gf outhere..In 1 week i hv been watching movie with elfie..Friday of 13, Angle and demon and lastly uninvited...Nice show but most i like Friday of 13..haha..Meeting Elfie today...wheeeee...mum naaging at me to find FT job..argghhhh...stressssss!!!! Don worry i'll find 1 k...haha...I wish that i'm student..I asking mum if i can apply for poly n she said, don nid just work n save up ur money and get marry...WHAT MARRY???? are you joking mum.. i'm not ready yet...maybe 5 years time...haha...

To someone that u know me, don ever giving advice to someone that u don know the true story....Bcoz i know u are his/her best frenz...Of coz u trust her/his story than me.. i don care what he/she told u abt me..I DON CARE AT ALL!!!! Bcoz both of u are paranoid.. So don judge me as a bad woman... Its Faith...Life go on...

2009-05-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

I"M LUCKY IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FREN....

(I love this song so much...)

Thankz to 1 of my best frenz for concern about me and care abt on this while. I appreciated it alot. Nice to know u and u be there always for me. Meet u next sat or sun. U give me motivation and help me alot. Hope our friendship will last long.

I miss my hometown that is Bukit Batok...Hehe..been sleeping at my aunty hse. I miss my bed, my mum cook and especially my family...Next Mon, I have to be a babysitter. I have to look aft my niece coz her grandma go for appointment. Hope everything went smoothly as this is my 1st time looking after my niece by myself...hehehe...

2009-05-05T09:50:00.000-07:00

WHY I STILL THINKING OF HIM?

WHY I STILL DREAMING OF HIM?

I"m speeceless rite now......

2009-05-03T18:49:00.000-07:00

I'm in dilema right now.. What should i do now? I'm sori my frenz. I can't accept ur love. I don know you very well.. Its hard for me . I still in pained, disappointed and hard for me to fall in love again.. Its not i cant accept u but i really cant.. We can be frenz just a gud frenz. Eventhough you said that u will care about me, i'm so afraid it might be repeat history for me. I tried to forget everything, but it needs time. At moment i want to be single. Not the thing i don want accept anyone love but i nid sometime to settle down. Maybe 1 or 2 years or less than that.. i will try myself to love someone. Now i cant accept anyone love right now.. I"M STILL HEARTBROKEN... Life still go on...

Gf outing next sat.. Meet u soon aite. Wish to be school days..i love it.. now all busy with working. No time to meet daily.. :) see u soon my gf...

2009-04-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

It have been more than 1 week i spelt at my aunty house. Not ready to go back to my home place. I need some peaceful life and spent time with my nephew and niece. My gf kept asking why i broke up with my ex bf... as usual kept repeating all the drama serial.. :) I tried to control my feeling when I told the story. And to all my Gf outhere and my family and cousins, thanks for giving me adviced and tried ur best to cheer me up.

I'm still make myself happy eventhough its hard for me to forget. "IT REALLY HARD FOR ME!!.." But I have to move on. Only God know how I felt right now. Mungkin tkde jodoh...
I'm still thinking why he do this to me. I need his explaination from him face-to-face oriented.
But I tink shld not do tat. U said u love me so much n didn't want to lose me but u have too. But u also said that day by day, ur love to me lesser and lesser. I'm confused...What he trying to tell me? I don know wats going on. I just accept his decision and moved on. To him, all the best in his career life and hope u got ur own car. Enjoy urself and make hapi urself. As a gud frenz ,i can said to him good luck. I will remember u and ur family. I still love ur family as part of my family.

2009-04-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

Had an interview today as Customer Care Officer. Its just a contract. Hope i get and have an experience. No mood to update...

Dear Readers,

I would like to inform that I'm single. Not anymore with Amin Raihani. I have to move on although its hard for me. I still have my family and friends. sayonara!!!!

2009-04-06T05:36:00.000-07:00

I'm back....busy with my work stuff until no time to update...Just giving a simple kiss(keep it short n simple) update in this blog...I miss outing with my gf outhere...so sad that i have to reject their request outing..sori gerls..i'm too busy with my PT work...next time gerls... :)

Top 10 people miss alots:
1) MY BF
2) AMIRAH
3) FAD
4) IDAH
5) ZIMAH
6) NANA
7) HAMIZAH
8) FATIN
9) ALIYAH
10) HAZIMAH(RON)

Wish that i can meet u all soon aite...

2009-03-05T21:18:00.000-08:00

Spent whole day at Bf house...Bf makes breakfast for me..Ramly Burger..yummy2..I loike bf fried chicken that he marinate...Superb!!! Can be a chef..hehehe..Sent bf little sis, Insyira to school and went to buy some groceries that bf mum asked to buy it...Like husband and wife...hahaha...Playing hide and seek with bf at supermarket...hehehe...catch you!!! Reached at Bf house and help him to prepare dinner with his mum...Sori bf u not a superb butcher...u make me so eerrie when u chopped the chicken..hehe..After done it, we headed to Mac at Teck whye meet Yan and Didi...miss them...Bought ice-cream for Insyirah and fetch her from school...Bf prepared dinner for me and Insyirah..Thank you dear..Spent time watching Upin dan Ipin, ate ice-cream and guess wat Insyirah loves to apply make up for me....hehe..can be mak andam...At nite bf family and me headed to Pasar Malam at CCK....Reached home ard 10 plus.. To bf thanks for the dress and spent time with you... :)

2009-02-19T17:06:00.000-08:00

Changed my blogskin again...i will update soon....bye!!!

2009-02-16T04:06:00.000-08:00

"SHOULD I END MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM?"

No use keeping him in my life. As for him his fren more important than me.. He deny that he spent less time with me..and i know he also nid spent time with his beloved frenz..When i ask him out, he would said he lazy n no money but when he frenz asked him wah mcm "LIPAS KODONG"...sajak mcm lipas...Hahaha...i asked amira n my cousin what their opinion...they said guy always like that...they were so...EGO!!!! Benci tau....I tink i nid to talk to him asap...so that he can wake up himself up...

2009-01-03T04:47:00.000-08:00

Change blog skins..Nobody at home...Boring..Update pic Countdown 2009...Chatting with ika frenz..haha..for the first time chatting with fadhli..Waiting for Bf msg..not yet reply..maybe he busy..tomoro sunday..And monday start bck to study..haiz...BORING!!!!

I MISS U, Mr Amin...

2008-11-12T04:34:00.000-08:00

I have just read by 2nd sis tagboard..I dun know wat happened between her and her classmates..and recently she got some prank call at nite..but i don know who that idiot person..i can't accuse that person coz i don know who prank my sis..they still young only 16 yrs..so they are just small kid not yet 18 yet...so duduk diam2 ye jgn cari pasal..if they lay hand at my sis, i will not just keep queit..i hv rite to protect my sis...eh korang, konek still kecik kan, so jng nk jadi chong k..ckp lah apa korang nak ye....korang nye mulut kan...yg dosa korang...kecik2 tak nk mampos..nak besar suka nah menyusahkan org!!!!!!

2008-10-26T20:13:00.000-07:00

Been busy for this months..too many Hari Raya show..Almost weekends...Thick make-up, hair do, coustumes makes me uncomfortable..but cant do anything...its all tarian...
5 show altogether but i just get $20 only...haiz...waste my effort dancing all the way..make up my mind that i'm quitting it..so all the best for other my junior ye...work hard..wheeeee

Ladt friday, had a SHRI meeting at Teka Mall..Had a briefing abt our SHRI project..Refining Future of HR..hiaz..i don't understand a single thing..anyway i leader for this project..and more 26 nov is our submission for this project...need to discuss with my team members tomoro...

Had a big fight with bf...i dunno wat gonna happened with our relationship...i asking him for break..but he refused it..i tore all our pic and threw our ring..and idah kept the photo n the ring...i think i gonna ask her to give bck my ring...hehe...and my final decision that i should not do this to my dear bf...i knw he loves me...in future i should treasure him and our relationship....wheee...

Hmm...lazy to types more words..no mood...here our dance pic:

2008-10-09T19:37:00.000-07:00

Change my blogskins again...I'm bored at home rite now..Later going to Bugis wig my both sis to buy some school stuff...Upload pic since i wanted to do it last week due busy with my work..

1st day of Hari Raya

Last Sunday Raya ounting wif Bf frenz

Smile.. :)

I lyke her hair...

Pray Time!!! Allahhuakhbar
Mohd Haris

This is Izzati...Her brother on the above of this pic..

2008-10-03T19:14:00.000-07:00

On the eve Hari raya met Hirah and DD at PS..They going to treat me and Amin...Love them so much.....muack!! and u all be wondering why my food was not uploaded..coz my food was the last to serve it...haha..

Hirah choose Mega Burger....

DD choose Chicken Frank

My Darl Amin choose Terayaki Chicken

Congrats to Kak ida and abg rustam...they going to be parents soon..

Yesterday accompany kak ida to Raffles hospital for confirming that she was pregrant or not... And it was positive..haha...i'm going to be aunty soon...wheeeee...

And aft we went for window shopping for Haris and Izati...

We went bck to my aunty house for dinner..

Later, kak ida mum call her that someone splash blck paint at her door...Oh..oh...

What telah happened?? She rushed bck to her house..

so i went wif my obek n we saw #05-351 O$P$ at staircase n 1 sort of hp number..

OMG!! Its TAILONG LA!!!

As i know, her family do not borrowed any $$$$ from Tailong...

And we called police...CID will settle all this problem...

I tink they got a wrg house...damn u Tailong!!

2008-09-28T00:19:00.000-07:00

Change my blogskins again...
Today cleaning time for my bedroom..my room like "sarang tikus"!! Haha...

Yesterday was my tiring day for me...Morning, accompany my mum and my two sis to geylang..argghh...geylang again...I was so lazy coz dad not going to send us there and my mum insist me tagged along.. Bf message me if his dad can rent my dad car...and my dad say ok no prblm...Bf asked me to tagged along to geylang wif his family..So in 1 day i went to geylang 2 times..Morning and nite...haha...i noticed that i prefered going out wif bf family than my own family..they are so supporting not like my parents...i'm not saying that i'm totally dun like outing wif my parents...hahaha...but most of all..i love my family...Wheeee

2 more days Hari Raya!!!
3 more days Exam Result!!!

2008-09-22T02:40:00.000-07:00

Tomoro outing wif my Nitec frenz..They planning to jln2 at Geylang..Hope that its will not crowded..I hate going there during fasting months especially during weekends...8 more days going to Hari Raya..I haven buy my shoes..I'm eyed at Charles & Keith...I'm going to buy it o Hari Raya Eve wif my sis..hahaha..I think its not too late to buy it..Its will be going a tiring day for me on that day as i'm finish my wrk at 6.00pm..then going to buy my shoes..and brk fast wif sis at town..hiaz...I think i'm going to ask Kak Zaida if i can released at 4pm..haha..Hoping that she will allow me...wheee..

Thanks dear for u treat on that day..

2008-09-17T19:19:00.000-07:00

Meet My Sweetest League to break fast together at Causeway Point..Finally i get to eat Bian Mian..hehe..Then we proceed to Bazaar and we bought Dengdeng...Yummy!!! Wheeeee..

Can't wait for this saturday outing wif my BF...wheeeee

2008-09-10T01:23:00.000-07:00

Wheeeee..exam over already..Now i can enjoy my 1 mths holiday...Today paper most of them i can do it..Although it a last minutes studied i managed to covered all the units..Dun be happy Nirah, u haven know ur result yet...Hahaha...wheee

After Admin paper, all Admin student have to proceed to auditorium...There were PR and HR briefing...and it was abt SHRI project..Thanks to yani for ur sacrifice to let me join their group.. And i'll be the leader for this project...So i have to get ready for this project when re-open sch...
As i knw from my classmate, for our next semester we will study PR, HR and advance office...Argghhh..more and more project coming up soon...Can't wait to graduate..I have no mood in studying..haha..wheeee

To all my classmates i'm going to miss u all...Enjoy ur holidays...

2008-08-31T21:36:00.000-07:00

At last i have a chance to update my blog...due of my hardisk kena virus...damn u virus!!! Trouble maker...N i have to buy new hardisk again...money flies again....Haiz..

Today I treat DD, hirah ny my bf to lau pa sat...I love satay...wheee..yummy2..Then proceed to PS to watch movie 4bia...there were 4 different parts of story that telling abt 4bia...Horror and disturbing scenes...Hey frenz., u should watch it...it a thailand story but dun worry they provided english subtitle...haha...

After, watching movie, we met yan n his gf, syai n his new gf...syai going to treat us dinner at tong seng but it closed..haha..damn..luckily next shop its open...i ordered nasi ayam goreng n shared wif my bf...its going 11.30pm, we decided 4 of us to ride a taxis..reached home ard 12.10pm..as usally mu nagging at hirah, but not me..hehe..gd luck sis....

TO ALL MUSLIM SELAMAT BERPUASA YE!!!!!

2008-07-05T21:19:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updates my blog for time being.. I just finished my 3 weeks attachment...and tomoro need to ready to go back school...as u know no youth day for ITE students not like primary and secondary school...ITS NOT FAIR!!! Last friday was my last day at Trans Equatorial Pte Ltd... I'm gonna miss them...they are so friendly and caring...Thanks to Mr Poh, my purchasing manager for making a memorial farewell lunch for me at Swensen...i'm appreciate it lot...Although its just small department not like finance department, i have a great experience with them...as a token to them, i gave them a ferro rocher...haha..last minutes bought on itself morning..we took some pictures for memories and for my presentation..If i get a opportunity to work there, its my pleasure to joined them back....wheeeeeeeeeeeee....

I got my paid for the attachment.....what i'm gonna to do with that money?? i tink..
Firstly, i'm going to treat my bf at seoul garden or sakura
Secondly, I'm going to treat my dad, ROKOK!!!
Thirdly, I'm going to give some $$$$$ to mum...(always asking me wen i get the pay)
At last, do some shopping and saved $$$ for hp bill and make over...

2008-06-23T05:17:00.000-07:00

Lets update my blog now..So busy until forget to update...Today is my 6th day of my attachment... At Trans Equatrorial Pte Ltd...and guess what the boss was my dad former boss ... And i hv to work with Purchasing Department...What can i said abt people ard there.....They were so friendly...Especially Ms Syafiqah and Ms Munirah...The task that they hv a given me were so simple...Mostly i can do on time...All task at Purchasing Dept was done...And i help filing at Accounts Dept...Can't wait to end my attachment...damn bored...so little task they hv given me...... Nah its ok...shake leg but allowance given..haha...like boss ar....wheeeee......

Tomoro I got meeting at Woodland with my groups members...i'm not sure what project tomoro... Shit!! better ask Amira...wheeee....

Last Sat Bf and me went to ECP...Cooked for him...Rice, Sardines, fried chicken, egg and pizza...Actually i promised bf that i''ll cooked him baby squid...but my mum said u won't get any baby squid at near market...haiz...luckily bf ok with it....haha..thanks dear...Went there to spent memorable time together...relaxing...singing....etc....Wheeeeee

I"M CRAVING MEE BIAN MIAN

2008-06-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

Today CA Paper mostly I can do it..Only this part, about appointment calender...so hard to remember..but overall the paper was quite easy...This week is last week of school...next week is holidays..so wat i gonna to do..as usual work lol....Wheeeeee

Firstly congrats to Be Dazzle Force...Once again they champion....Wheeeee

Last Friday, Mrs Lee given a long holidays for us so that we can have early revision for our CA paper...Went obek house and sleep there...Played with Haris...so cute..love him alots...saturday kak lina n abg mat came to obek house...for what i knew that they had separated...so weird...nah.its ok...Bf tagged me along to east coast pit....Before that Bf went to support the Be Dazzle Force..i'm not tagged along coz of heavy rain...Meet him and his crew of Be Dazzle Force at Boon lay around 7 plus...Again i'm the only girls....aiyoo....Take train and reached there at 9pm....Barbeque and hv fun with them...There were Yusof ishak Secondary student as they were organized the pit....Have fun at there...sunday reached home around 2 plus...wash up and get some sleep...wheeeeee.......

2008-06-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

THE BANANA TEST

There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals..
King Kong, an Ape, an Orangutan and a Monkey pass by...
They decide to complete to see who is the fastest to get the banana off the tree...
Who do you guess will win?
Your answer will reflect your personality...
Think carefully...Try and answer within 3o seconds...

* Please tag me if you know the answer...

2008-05-27T06:11:00.000-07:00

Today Mrs Quek given a task for event thing...We, 1o for us decided to went to Singapore Food Expo...Packed with people...Mostly were non-halal food...BORING....Then we proceed to Robinson Sale...LELONG-LELONG....OMG....i saw guess wallet, puma watch buy 1 get 1 free....haiyooo...feel like to shop whole of the sales item...but no money..hahaha.....never mind..i'll wait for my $800 bursary..by the time get it..the robinson ended...hehe..wheee....

I miss my darl amin...looking forward to meet him...

2008-05-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

Last minutes dance last sunday Bukit Batok East Family Day...and we have 10 mins to practice...i hv forgotten some steps..haiyooo....2 song in one go..lucky i just danced for 2nd song...haha..im the only dancer who dance 1/2 for the song...the rest were full...hahaha...People looking at me when i went down the stage...%*&@#...Just ignored them.....Wheeeeeee

2008-05-09T03:26:00.000-07:00

Today i met different types of people...from old frenz to crazy people...Usually morning, in the train otw to CCK i always gave a msg to amira to board the train if i had reached there...When it reached at CCK station, i look left and right looking for amira...but i can't see her...where she go?? I turned right left right left and i was shocked i saw Imbrahim with a gerls...i think he otw to school..i looked at him n he looked at me bck...still handsome..hahaha...i was so nervous and not dare to turned left again...he was my primary ex admirer..haha..we both liked each other...it had been 6 years we never met before..but yesterday i got saw him in the train..maybe him..maybe not...
Reached at Bishan met aliyah and mira...while walking at J8, there was a man walking beside us...he said "AKU SAYANG KAU, KAU SAYANG AKU"(I LOVE U, U LOVE ME)..haha..i so shocked...then he saw a watch shop, city chain and he went there and said "HUH...JAM..JAM..AKU NAK PAKAI JAM"...hahaha..crazy...then he cross the road and sang GELOMBANG etc..etc...forgot the lyrics lol...so be careful when we go to bishan...beware of it....If we study there for long period of time, i tink we going to be like him...crazy....hahaha..wheeeee

2008-05-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

Had great tyme today at sch...so happy that most for our lesson we playing games...Our CA lesson we had a bonding games within our classes only...we had to divided to 2 grps...each group had 13 ppl...so we have to stand straight line at the bench...And we had to arrange ourselves to smallest to biggest..such as using palm hand, shoes size n short hair to longer hair..hahaha...lames...and guess who the winner n loser..hiaz..our group lose...this all organizer fault...played kayu...hahaha...nah its ok...its just a games...ada ubi ada batas ada hari kita balas..hahaha....hmm..Admin lesson we also divided into 2 grps again and we had to list out stationery item...write how many we know abt it...at last both groups draw 4-4...hahaha...wheeeeeee

Our team....

To my beloved bf, amin, i know that i hurt u so much... I think i'm too ego...i'm so thankful to GOD bcoz i have a such a nice, understanding and caring boyfrens..i just don't want to lose u..You are my sunshine to me...and i love u alots dear...nobody can replace u in my heart..u are my only one i love most...no matter what happened i'll be your side..I LOVE U SO MUCH!!! Wheeeeee

2008-05-06T05:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AMIN..WISH ALL THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE..MAY U WISH COME TRUE...

Today i unable to celebrate with my dearest Amin..He going to celebrate with his family and cousin...as his gf i'm sad about it coz i unable to celebrate with him...because of this we quarrel...i cried for 2 days for this stupid thing...Supposed i hv to work..and wanted to celebrate with him but in e end.....i had sacrificed for my working days...His family more important to him than me...yeah...i really can't do anything for these...the best way is to keep myself calm down...Bf. u should enjoyed ur happy moment with the love ones...and dun worry abt me...i'm used for it for not celebrating with my all BF b'dae..wheeee

To my little sis, ika, dun worry sis..all settled..

2008-05-04T04:28:00.000-07:00

Amirah, idah, yani and mizah thanks so much for ur advice...i appreciate it alots babe...and i have talked to him...and he accept it with calmly..We had solved our problems.....wheeeee......

Its was my first time taking train from bukit batok to sengkang...it takes more than 1 hour to reached there...Bf accompanied me to my cousin hse...they having cukur rambot for his 2nd child, izzati...aft that we went to meet Faris at Outram..syazana invited us to her frenz b'dae party at pasir ris, aloha loyang ke loyang aloha?? entah lah..hentam je lah...fuyooo...their chalet so big than my hse..haha...org kaya kata kan..we were so shy at the first moment....but later it went normal... Syazana and faris planning going to do chalet on Nov...but i'm not sure when izzit...Hope its planning well...ard 9 plus we 4 of us boarded a taxis..the apek drove so fast..i tink he should registration for Formula 1 this september....hahaha...and we can be ur supported...go apek....go apek...go apek...haha..ceh2..mcm btul je...then went to pasar mlm bought goreng pisang for my supper...bf and faris sent me home...hooo...i got 2 bodyguard sending me home...hahaha...No Tips, No GST, and Mostly Free of Charge...hahah...whheeeeee

To my beloved bf, make sure go see doctor k...i knw it painful...i can accompanied u anytime..but not aft 12 midnight k..hahha...love u always...

2008-05-02T03:09:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, i need your opinion.. Is girlfriends more important or friends more important to them? You must wondering why i asked this Q? It was bcoz it happened to me...i dun knw what to do rite now..i'm so confused...it had been kept in my heart for long time..its not i dun want to tell to my bf..but i dun to make him sad...as i said to him i dun want interfering his friendship....but sometimes i felt he look more forward to his frens than me...bcoz of these i'm piss off with him...until now, he haven knew abt it....i trying to tell him, but i can't...should i tell him...???????

2008-04-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MR AMIN & ME...
Thanks alot dear for showing ur concern and caring...
I'll love until my last breath....
I LOVE YOU DEEPLY..

Today lesson was so boring...Office admin we just sat n look each other faces...mcm budak belo...our new office admin teacher Mrs lee...she was nice teacher and caring...i like it...and how abt our event management teacher..hiaz..here she teaches us again..it will be going bored...guarantee nye...why she must teacher us again?knp? knp? dah..jng tanya aku..aku pon tk tahu....haha..and today lesson, she asked to cut 3 minimum article abt event...we cut it, clue it, paste it and wrote it at big white blank paper...hiaz..mcm budak primary 1..ok children today we going to cut pic and paste...and tomoro we need to present it to our class...presentation again...aiyooo....i hate this...can u run from presentation...it make me go gaga.....wheeeee

Orang suruh blaja bukan amik gambar..

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

aft sch went to library, mira give me a red small book..and it all abt marriage seks...hahaha
then i took e pic.. just for fun only....dun tink dirty ar..hahaha..it seem the girl had give up it..12 round...haha..kesian laki dia..

2008-04-14T00:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I had a great tyme with bf...Went to Sentosa for relaxing coz Bf wanted too...Luckily the weather was so fine...watching ppl playing games, swimming n etc...here i miss that name of ryan...this kid was in 2 yrs old...really so cute..i wanted to take e pic of him but i'm afraid...hahaha.. Around 6 plus we left the place and went to vivo for our dinner...

We had a small misunderstanding while walking outside GoldHeart...I just walk off and left bf alone...i'm so touched when bf running aft me...hehe....in the end we solve our problem...Bf, if u said it again i'll kill u...haha...but yesterday night was so romantic for both of us...i'm so touched...haha..then home sweet home...wheeeeee

"I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you."

2008-04-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

Wahai manusia, kalau da janji tu tolong lah tunai kan....kau ingat aku ada masa dengan kata2 kau tu...aku korban kan masa untuk kau, tapi apa yg aku dpt...buang masa dgn kau tak...tolong lah berubah lah wahai manusia...kerana aku belum cukup matang, kau leh buat sesuka hati kau... plz lah...aku bukan budak kindergarden...makin lama aku tgk muka kau, makin aku benci tau tk..tapi aku tak nk our frenship putus sahaja...aku tak tahu apa nk ckp kat kau lagi...knp lah kita berkawan eh..mungkin TUHAN nak uji aku..aku sebagai manusia tak boleh lari daripada masalah...aku harap kau berubah and faham apa yg aku katakan.....wheeeeeeee

* PLEASE DUN ASK ME WHO THAT PERSON...

2008-04-09T04:25:00.000-07:00

Here are some pic i took at my cousin wedding on last saturday n sunday..

2008-04-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

Arrgghhhh.......i unsatisfied with my result...but overall i passed..only my grades were not too satisfied...i hv to try my best for my next semester..chayoo...!!!wheee

Bf told me that he fail his driving test...i knew his feeling..its ok dear...i'll give my full support..good luck for ur re-test driving ok...i know u can do it baby...just pray for it..wheee

Morning i really piss off wif bf...but i dun want to show my anger to him coz today he got driving test and no want to spoilt his mood..yesterday night msg him but he did not reply..he went to bed already...past 2 days u know!!! How sad i am...he more important sleeping than me..its ok...
Today msg him, wish all e best for driving and just concentrate on his driving than me..he replied thanks dear for ur support..did he get my msg clearly....JUST CONCENTRATE ON YOUR DRIVING THAN ME!!!! hiaz...so damn heart broken....wheeeee

2008-03-30T18:38:00.001-07:00

HEY I'M BACK

Last sat bf and went me to Jurong point..hmm..it seem a boring day so bf decided to go JP...nothing much there...boring...so we planned to watch movie..Shutter or step up 2...so we decided to watch shutter..Hmm..i give 3 of 5...actually it not too scary..and bf making fun of me and he said beside u got someone and he like to that there is a ghost..haha..i turn nobody because beside was empty side..so what i do was i ignore what he said..hahahaha.....

This remake of the Thai chiller SHUTTER proves that Japan and Korea don't hold a monopoly on Asian horror. After a horrible accident, a pair of newlyweds sees evidence of a supernatural presence in their photos.

2008-03-12T22:17:00.000-07:00

Wheeeee!!!! Finally Exams Over...Enjoyed Jng Tak Enjoyed....

At last, i had sat for my 3 papers...BZC, Marketing and TPS..So now i can enjoy...hahaha...5 weeks sch holiday...what i'm gonna do now..as usual work la..what to do kan..before mum nagging i better work rather than sitting at home buang current..haha...i'm going to miss my classmates...hiaz...nah its ok...i'll meet them soon...wheeee....

I just view one of my fren frenster..i saw his/her shoutout...He/she wrote you're always in my mind and hearts...then i got the "feeling" is that true?...before that he/she wrote thinking of you...my mind went blank...maybe she/he refering to me or other people...so gerls out there what do u think of this shoutout?...anyway i'm refering to my frenz who know my background story...Please tag me if u have any comment..i need urgently...wheeee...

For my darl, Mr Amin..if u have read my blog, i knw ur first reaction...and u will going to say that izzit Hafiz u refering to? Rite? maybe him, maybe not.. And the most imoprtant that u will say to me do u still have feeling from him? My answer is yes but only 30%...I need to tell u frankly as u say there were no secret between us... Dun worry k dear.. i hv grow enough that i know which is good and bad...but i still love u 70%..haha..so if u want 100%..try ur very best to grab from him...wheeee

2008-03-11T00:41:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAZIDAH!!!!!!

TO MY BEST FRENZ FAZIDAH, HAPPY B'DAE TO YOU...WISH ALL THE BEST TO YOU BABE...HAPPY ALWAYS...DUN STRESS TOO MUCH K DEAR...MAY GOD BLESS YOU..

2008-03-09T00:47:00.000-08:00

B'dae Party at BBE CC Karoake lounge..

Junior Dancer

Happy B'dae Mohd Munif Ikmal Bin Zahlan!!!!

Who do you think is Mohd Munif Ikmal Bin Zahlan?

Make a guess!!!!

2008-03-07T07:53:00.000-08:00

Ok yani i'm going to update my blog now...sori ye...coz i'm busy with my sch as exam is going 2 days more time...Tomoro i need to remember my notes especially Marketing..i tell u if u read all the note u boleh jadi gila..luckily i can control it..haha..do u tink i can pass for my this module..insyallah..i try my best..to all my classmates all the best for ur exam ...wheee..

Tomoro i got b'dae party at BBE CC..I'll update soon abt it..
Tomoro morning kena wake up early2 teman my mum gi rompak bank..haha..joking..teman her to withdrawn some money then proceed to POST Office to pay Car loan..money again..wheee

I WANT GUESS WALLET...I REALLY WANT IT...ANYBODY CAN BUY FOR ME..HAHA..IT COST SGD 59.90 ONLY...KESIAN LAH AKU....I REALLY DAMN BROKE RITE NOW...HOW TO SURVIVE...WHEEE....

Mr Amin, i really miss u lah...padahal last wk aru jumpa...hahaha....wheeee

2008-02-23T16:56:00.000-08:00

Damn he had read my blog...ok its my fault anyway...i should not put my URL at frenster...But its good that he read my blog...i want to him to feel guilty...i'm suprised he delete my frenster, my space and my tagged...Nah its ok...maybe he angry what i had wrote in the blog..ANYWAY THANKS ALOT HAFIZ, I APPRECIATE UR EFFORT READING MY BLOG!!!! Wheeee...

Today after work meet darl, didi and faris @ taka...we went dinner at lucky plaza...makan nasi ayam penyet..then we proceed to Merlion at esplande...hate going there coz many mat2 and minah2...then we proceed to boat quay..sitting there seeing chicks..hahaha..faris GF...haha.. joking..its a bird..then we took bus 106...and they saw vomit at 1 seater...excluding me bcoz i did not notice it...haha...they had been laughing all the way at the passenger...haha..they sent me home sweet home...Wheeeee

2008-02-15T06:13:00.000-08:00

Can't wait for tomoro....Going to watch Chingay..I got 2 free tickets for City Jam 2008..Its going to be fine...And tomoro i'm going to date wif Amin..hahaha..Watching Movies...maybe Jumper.. Wheeee....

Happy Valentine' s Day to all the my frens...although 1 day late wishing ...hahaha..I did not celebrate bcoz i'm working..better work than celebrate...anyway i'm single...hehe...many of my guys frenz and my ex bf asking me to celebrate wif them...Sorry guys i had to reject it...coz i working...I'm suprised that i saw Sham yesterday, my ex bf, at Bishan station..I smile and said hi to him.. But y he at bishan..Hmm..pelik eh...anyway last friday he got asked me to go out on valentine day..and i told him that i'll give e answer on Monday..and guess i forgot abt it..so...that mean god had plan it..haha...Funny..My prevoius ex bf,hafiz, thought asking me to go out on valentine day also but he said he not get the pay yet..hahaha...do u tink i'll accept it...I'll not accept it...wheee...

2008-02-04T01:47:00.000-08:00

Dragging my feet to sch today..First lesson BZC..lazy to go..went for marketing n TPS lesson only.. Today leson, we got to brain storming. Think n think until our brain going to burst. We need to do survey Q. Ms Tay mood was moody since last Friday.. She said "You got only 4 weeks left to submit ur project..next wk u got 2 days brk Chinese New Year. The chinese student i can understand u busy but not for non chinese student ok..WHAT THE HELL??..Kau ni buyers tau tak...Once u say it again i staple ur mouth..rasa kan..kurang ajar..harap muka lawa...
TPS lesson we need to do a puzzle...hmm...actually its easy...but for our member grp only..haha...wheeee..

Yesterday, i had a great tyme wif Amin frens. He asked me to tag along wif him to Sentosa.. Ok i just go for it..Firstly, he said that they going to have a scccer tournament at Sentosa..But their submission not approved..hahaha...sad...It cancel..haiz..what we wanna do there? he said swimming...WHAT!! Are u serious?? yup..There were 6 boys and i'm e only gerl..hehe..wow got 6 body guard escort me ..haha...Actually we have to meet at BB interchange at 10 am but some of them woke up late bcoz sat they got rewang..ok i understand..So we met at BB at 11am. i felt awakard coz i'm only gerl there..i just kept quiet..the guys wre really entertaining..We reached habourfront and had our lunch there..Amin bought me Epok2..so sweet..Amin told me " Nirah u got new fren?" Huh? i dun understand..i turned ard n saw a gerl wif Amin frenz..GOOD..u saved my life..her name is sazana..izzit correct?? Cheerful, easy going..and we proceed to Sentosa..when we reached at siloso beach, weather turned grey..and its raining heavily.the boys playing soccer n sazana n me just watching them..Ard 5 pm we wenr VivoCity for our dinner...then walked ard n amins fren, yan bought laptop..only $1185..cheap siak..wish can buy it rite now...haha..amin frenz took bus 188, while i wait for my junior dancer...reached home at 10 plus...
AMIN THANKS ALOT...I HAD A GREAT TYME WIF U...THIS IS MY HAPPIEST TYME FOR THIS YEAR..IF THERE ARE ANY OUTING AGAIN DON FORGET TO TAG ME ALONG K..WHEEEE.......

Today Adzham b'dae...should i e-mail him to wish hapi b'dae..?? i had e-mail last mths but no respond..hiaz...just gamble it..wheeee

2008-01-31T04:31:00.000-08:00

I'm back..Hmm..I need some rest.. Btw we had finished our TPS project..fuyooo..last minutes worked..haha..always like that..yesterday i slept mira house to finish our project.. as usual, our eyes have to keep OPEN always..but i can't...i ate orange but it seem not worked it..then i tried coffee..same also...haha...if i'm not wrong i slept ard 1 plus..amira slept ard 3 plus..i can't imagine amira can focus on the project but i knw she really tired and sleepy..Thanks mira for doing all the powepoint slide while i zzzzzz..haha..wheee.....

Tomoro i got 4PM at ITE Balestier..i'm going wif khat.. they invite us to graduation for mentor n menties...Formal dress...and what should i wear?? anyway i just bought a pair of jean n 2 blouse..i think i'm going to wear my new clothes...hehe...so dun nid to stress anymore..slove the problem...

I dun know to say it is a bad news or good news..Monday i chat wif idah n aliya..we were talking abt aliya problems, our future and upcoming outing for us..while i chat wif them, Hafiz nudge me...here he comes..as usual asking "how are you"?...and i just entertained him.hehe...Suddenly he asked me, when we going to date?? I'm so shocked...what the hell he talking abt? and i say yelah tu...duhh...then he say nothing...so what his motive? Maybe send to wrg person or he just to make fun of me or maybe its real? I'm so confused...Do u tink i'm going to date wif him again..My answer is NO WAY!!!! U tink its easy to forget abt us n what had happened to us? U really break my heart...u tink u can heal it...try lah...u spilt and u want to lick it bck, huh? i really dun understand him.. If i hv a chance to meet him, i wish to kick him and #$*%.. if it really happen, i tink i'm happiest ex gf ..haha..do u tink i'm so bad towards him? No comment...whee..

2008-01-25T22:09:00.000-08:00

I'm have deleted my old updates bcoz i want to..If time could stop & rewind, what had bad happened to me last time, i wish i could rewind it (do u understand it, its difficult to explain it)..but i knew that it could not be happen to me..now i realised that time is so precious..i should treasure it.. wheee....

It so..unbelievable that this year i'm going to 20 yrs old..time is running fast...i wish i could rewind it bck..hahaha..i miss my childhood time...hey guys when u reached in 20s, time will going fast..its true.. Yesterday i msn wif nana..she invited me to her engange on 28 March..OMG..she going to engange..her age same as me..she asked me when is my turn..haha..i told her i'm still young...maybe after 4 yrs then i'll getting marry..but i dun knw who my lucky man..i wish it could be adzham..hahaha...Plz GOD help me k....mean time i need to concentrate on my studies first...hmm...how abt love?? Maybe no time for now.. what had happened to me on my previous love was so unbroken for me..i'm tired and sickening...wheee....

I have been thinking that i really need change..i should change:

1) Attitude (i felt that i'm so childish, need to be more mature)
2) Appearance (i felt that i'm fat, need to diet and exercise more)
3) Time (need to give time for my studies and work)
4) Love (i'm easy weak to guys, need to strict to myself)
5) Shopping (need to cut down on expenses)
6) Language (i know that my english was suck, need to read more book)

I hope its going to change me alot but i need a time...wheee..